Taken from my head months ago:
i am unsure how i will survive. how to do it and not loose myself. my mind. my spirit. to stay true to all of you. and me. i feel uneasy about his task in front of me - lacking confidence and direction. although so positive, a blessing. i just don't want to fail - as i feel i do some days here. with the beginning reigning so much importance, setting us up for the end. how do i do it? can i. there are days when i feel not so sure. all i want to do right now is fall in love. feel the butterflies. remember every moment. time is so short in this place, just a sliver of light in the opening.
Taken from my head moments ago:
she is already brilliant, in every definition of the word. she brings with her an amazing feeling of contentment and calm. not just emanating from herself, but projected onto myself, and in turn, us all. and then our home and family. it is something that i never knew existed. or thought would come of this. rarely do we think that L & D, the expansion of family and 3 little ones under 4, would bring a sense of calm. over chaos. that is where we are. what she has instantly given us.
and i love it. am thriving in it. am feeling better inside then i have in a very long time. it is hard to explain, all i can emphasis is how exciting it feels. how lovely she feels. how much there is to have and celebrate.
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This little princess has brought so much unbridled joy to all of us. A little pink in our blue dominated lives. Thank you for bringing her into our world, safely and healthy and perfect. She is so blessed to have you.
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