sometimes life throws us a curve ball, or rather a mudslide. and we are forced to stop. we have to think. breathe. examine ourselves, our actions. what we want. what we are doing. where we are. where we are going.
it is in these moments that we have to look inward. at how we act, react. at how we treat others, whom we give an inch to & whom we pull a tight line. and if either is merited.
it is in these moments that we look at what we have been deeming as important as oppose to what actually is. at where the spinning hamster wheel has thrown us. if we are comfortable here or if it makes us itch inside. and what we are willing to do to move forward or change.
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i have no choice but to slow down. i have no choice but to reevaluate. re prioritize. even though i am being thrown against a brick wall it does not sting as much as it could. i have not bled. my head is somewhat calm.
what i have realized in the last 36 hours is what actually is important to me, as oppose to what i believed was. at how fast you can loose something that you daily take advantage of. and how much that hurts, shakes you. turns out the lights.
i don't want to be in the dark. i want to be calm and unbroken.
with these discoveries i see how i need to change. i feel good about reformatting myself and my mind. i want to place the value on what is important every day.
as without them i am nothing.
it is in these moments that we have to look inward. at how we act, react. at how we treat others, whom we give an inch to & whom we pull a tight line. and if either is merited.
it is in these moments that we look at what we have been deeming as important as oppose to what actually is. at where the spinning hamster wheel has thrown us. if we are comfortable here or if it makes us itch inside. and what we are willing to do to move forward or change.
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i have no choice but to slow down. i have no choice but to reevaluate. re prioritize. even though i am being thrown against a brick wall it does not sting as much as it could. i have not bled. my head is somewhat calm.
what i have realized in the last 36 hours is what actually is important to me, as oppose to what i believed was. at how fast you can loose something that you daily take advantage of. and how much that hurts, shakes you. turns out the lights.
i don't want to be in the dark. i want to be calm and unbroken.
with these discoveries i see how i need to change. i feel good about reformatting myself and my mind. i want to place the value on what is important every day.
as without them i am nothing.
2 comments:
I love you.
I am sending you a giant bear hug from the great white north... how I hope to get down there and give you a real one soon.
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