real life

we are almost at the place where the day mirrors the actual day of events

isn't that a big deal?

a reason in itself to celebrate?

today is our day, in one way or another

it feels like a million years ago that all of it happened

there a figures that were part of my life that are no longer

and that scares me

how did i deem them of the importance then 

but now are no longer?

in my mind i don't have the traditional ties that one generally has when thinking of this day

i equate this to us having a few speical dates

 to the fact that so much good and bad happened around this time

that i don't quite hold it as high as i should

i cannot help this it is just how i feel

but i do love the man who shares this time with me

i am  and always will be his other half

his right brain

our time that we have had and will have i am thankful for

what we are

what we have

what we have created

is amazing

so i will remember the tulips

the catch

the sun

all with fondness, lightness & love

i will toast my love

our love

and all we have