2.18.2011

the rope pull

 
there is a constant pull
a constant desire to work on it, work on something
contribute myself
fill up
 
the struggles chip away at me
the scales of self fulfillment and guilt and in constant swing
i have yet to find the balance

sometimes the teetering is slight other times it is as if a giant pendalum is swinging

i compare myself to others, what they are completing - having the opportunity to do
it makes me feel weak, unknown
i am at a lost for how there are moments for them and not for me

will i ever get there











2 comments:

youthfulzombie said...

I complete nothing :)

Methinks momma needs a weekend away with other girls to relax and breathe.

Walter Helena Photography said...

Honey, you ARE there. There is no perfect there. You name me one person who has found a perfect balance and I'll call you a liar. But striving for more is never a bad thing...

xoxo.