one to write about

 the thirty

here i am at a milestone. a landmark.

i begin another year and  begin to look at myself. on the inside, address my issues. needs and desires. it is time for the internal conversation, one that is frank and meaningful. one that hides nothing and holds the promise to be amazing.

i have no reservations where i am. how i feel about the next ten.  they look promising. exciting. not daunting.

there is no need to mourn or relive, i feel i lived those twenties with the perfect mix of responsibility of irresponsibility. of drunken debauchery and heartfelt decisions.

i grew up.