It is all about living in a state of survival. Every day is a list of priorities. Inevitably with yourself dropping to the bottom. Safe? No. Sane? No. But reality. The reality of the situation being - get through the day. I seem to be caught in the grind - trying desperately to break from the routine but then finding myself exactly there at the end of the day - taking solace in it, sinking into it and stopping. What I want to break from I can't. What I can fix, I find myself too tired to do.
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