At the end of the day the reality is always the same.
That emotions cannot be forgotten. Especially when entwined with memory.
Although she tries to speak from her mind, her heart is still shielding things it is unable to forget.
It wants it's turn to live without consequence. To hurt those who hurt it, to throw life back in their face so they can perhaps begin to realize where she has been forced to sit.
What she has had to swallow down while they got their one freebie.
Have one moment of vindication.
There are times when she kicks herself for staying, and is unsure if whether is was the right choice. If her life would feel better now if she had just called it what it was. She knows she would feel better.
Reliving the past and regretting your abilities is never a comfortable place to be.
