to say we are cut from the same cloth - that our similarities are of one, that our reactions are one - is an understatement. what holds more truth is that we are from the same bold and patterned piece. torn down the middle. one side smooth as glass & the other soft & slightly lopsided.
i see you and know your reaction/what you are feeling before you even do. as it has come from my own heart. you are a piece of me. as i am of you.
there is something deep rooted within us that puts us here. or there. our eyes lock, and we see right through each other. into each other. which makes the stand off harder. intensifies our feelings, our voices. it hits my heart harder & kills my spirit.
frustrated at myself, more than anything. unsure of how to process where we are, with such limited options. i feel slightly under water. as if my mind is slightly clouded and i cannot think straight. i am quick on my reactions and have to be even quicker on catching them. it feels like i have to posses super hero reflexes. i rarely succeed and feel as if i am always failing.
falling in between the buildings.
my mind is like swimming with sharks.
my only goal can be to stay within the line. to try and sharpen my sight. to cool the hot.
i need you to know how important you are to me. that you are my breath. the beat that drops within my chest. that you make up more of me then i care to admit. that imagining a time, or a moment, without you is inconceivable. it saddens me. my love for you is unbreakable.
i need for you to know these things. for you to take it in with every breath. for you to never question it.
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