4.10.2007

welcome to your new life

I am currently sitting in a hotel room peering over my mac book and trying to be as silent as possible while Paul sleeps. He is finally sleeping. This afternoon/evening have been a bit of an ordeal for him. He managed to turn himself into an over tired too hot pile of mush that could do nothing but cry and suck on cold wash cloths. Of course this transformation from pleasant boy to pile of mush had to happen while we were trying to visit some friends, eat some sushi and break open our new Nintendo Wii.

That would be why I am sitting alone in the dark of my hotel room while Jamie is back at our friends visiting and tucking the Boo in for the night. I am squinting at a computer screen listening to the much needed raising and falling of Paul's chest. I have a delicious fruit and cheese platter and the most gigantic glass of milk in front of me. And I am content.

A while back this scenario would of put me in the worst mood. I would of been angry. Now, even though I am sad that I am missing out on visiting, especially with my feelings of late, I have to suck it up for my little buddy. And after the day he has had he deserves that.

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